8.25.2010

She fuckin' hates me...

I'm sure that is how Owen feels sometimes. I raise my voice at him, I nag him, I say terrible things, and then regret it all so much. Why do I do this? Is it because I'm insecure? Or because I'm just that way? Or am I just constantly asking for it? I don't really know the answers. I hate the feeling though. The endless cycle of anger, guilt, regret, and disappoint. Will I ever stop?

I sure as hell hope so.

8.23.2010

Most Deserved Spanking of the Week




Kat Von D.

Publicly stating that you and Jesse James are dating on twitter wasn't very nice. You knew this because soon after you deleted it once your conscience got the better of you. Very naughty...

8.21.2010

Clap on... Clap off...

One of my fabulous friends got a clapper for me for my birthday and....

Everytime I get a spanking it goes on and off and on and off and on and off.

Absolutely the funniest thing ever :D


XoXo

8.17.2010

Birthday Week

It is my birthday week :)

Most people only celebrate their birthdays for a day, you say?? Well I like to celebrate for a wwwwhhhhooooollllleeee week ;)

Which means that I will be receiving numerous birthday spankings... with pictures to follow :)


XoXo

8.15.2010

Most Deserved Spanking of the Week




Montana Fishburne


Getting arrested for prostitution and being a porn star are NOT how to make it in Hollywood. And following in Kim Kardashian's foot prints because her sex tape made her famous is just plain dumb.

8.13.2010

I will not be a bad girl...

I found this ad in my Brides magazine for September '10. I don't have a scanner so I took some low quality pics with my phone.

She is writing lines that say "I will not be a bad girl..." I love the expression on her face in the chair. She looks very guilty and like she is about to get her "just desserts"





8.09.2010

Self Discovery

Recently, I discovered the blog Sexuelle. It, in short, is amazing. Elizabeth, the writer, has a very unique view on sexuality and spanking that I find both refreshing and sexy.

She recently posted this entry.

It got me thinking about my past lovers. I have had one actual relationship with a girl that lasted over a year and I could never figure out exactly why it didn't work out or what was lacking but this aritcle made something just click for me. She was very dominant in bed and I always dreamed of being submissive but with a man.


Anytime I have every had fantasies about woman it has been with me spanking them and not the other way around. That was a huge part of the relationship that was such a short coming for me and now I realize why!


In case Sexuelle reads this:
THANK YOU! The post was well written and thought provocking. It really helped me out so thank you soo much for sharing :)

Most Deserved Spanking of the Week





Snooki.

Even if she didn't just get arrested, that girl deserves one hell of a spanking!

8.06.2010

Kids say the darndest things...

When I was out shopping yesterday I heard something that made me want to reveal that I was a fellow spanko...


There was a little boy and his mother checking out in front of me. They had a huge pile of items on the cashwrap and the mother kept biting her lip as her total got bigger and bigger. She starts going through her wallet, counting her cash, seeing that she doesn't have enough, she searches for a credit card. She pulls it out and continues fidgetting with it. Her eyes keep getting bigger and bigger as the number keeps rising.

Her son, who had been playing with his handheld, looks up at his mom and says "Didn't Daddy say you had to use cash today, no more credit cards?"

"Hush son. I know what I'm doing..." She said with a definite tremor to her voice.

The cashier announces the total as "158.62" and I thought the woman was going to faint. The cashier, noticing the same thing, asks very politely if she wants to put anything back. This doesn't sit well with the mother. She then said, "No, I do not need to put anything back. I am allowed to use my card no matter what my son might've said." And swipes the card. (Pretty dang rude if you ask me)

The son lets out a low whistle and says "Daddy is going to be mad..."

"Well, how about you give him the bill first and that way he can get mad at you instead of me?"

"No way!! I don't want to get in trouble. I'm going to tell him that you spent too much and then I'm going to tell Daddy to spank you!"

The mother went red in the face! And looked at her son as if she was going to strangle him. She very quitely whispered in his ear... "You are not supposed to mention anything about mommy getting spanked to anyone. I've already told you that."

And he loudly replies, "But Daddy says if he doesn't spank you, you'll never learn!!"


Sure wouldn't of wanted to be in her shoes when she got home...

8.01.2010

Most Deserved Spanking of the Week




Heidi Montag.

She is finally getting divorced!! So why does she deserve a spanking? Mostly, just to remind her to NEVER go back to Spencer. It doesn't hurt that she's also an attention whore who needs to get her act together. She used to be so nice and pretty...